I took Jack to daycare today to drop off our first payment and some paperwork and meet with his caretakers and then went to my office to introduce him to everyone. In hindsight, it probably was not a good idea to do both of these things on the same day. I am now highly anxious and pretty sad about the whole situation. Not only did I realize that I would be leaving my baby with someone else all day, I was hit with the double dose of reality that I will actually have to go back to work EVERY DAY. I just can't believe that I'm not going to get to have all of these sweet moments with my little boy during the days anymore..... There is so much that I am going to miss out on - this really sucks.
Additionally, Mike starts his travel again the week I go back to work so my little family is just being pulled apart. I don't know what I'm gonna do without my guys.......
I'm so sorry you had such a traumatic day - that's rough! Thinking about that first day back at work without your munchkin is terrible. I think it's worse than actually doing it, though - not that it'll make it any easier. But hopefully by the time you go back I'll have my Crackberry so you can e-mail me all day long to distract yourself. You guys will be great - it'll all work out somehow! Hugs!!!
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